How i honestly feel.

By some i feel used, threatened, and abused. I am tired of it. Manna needs to get off her high horse and stop being a bitch to everybody about everything. She isn't perfect. MY heart is telling me i need to tell tyla how i feel and get around ALL THIS I heart you bull shit. My head is saying don't never or at least not yet. I am scared shitless of the final outcome, I always am. They say the only thing we have to fear is fear itself. Well I don't know how i feel about that. It is behind me the whole telling her i have those kind of feelings, but I am chicken shit to tell her that i love her. I want so see her b4 she goes, but this weekend is the only weekend left i have with my mom b4 she goes. she is going to go see chandler saturday he is her nest friend, but where do i come into this category? Somebody freaking help me. I am totaly depressed on this matter. Her parents say that she can't come bc she already promised chandler. Oh well I will just have to see what i have to do. Crap i suck. Someone help me. I am scared that somehow i am going to screw up the marching band show, and everyone will hate me. I am scared of what people are going to say when they see my hair when i go to school. I am not doing what i am doing to it until after band camp. Ha ha ha help
Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

Thats what i am going to do

Okay I am posting for today. As i thought of what i should post about. It suddenly came clear to me, that some of my friends, or some aquaintances, are in need of tons of advice.
Well to Lindsey and her situation. I must say that you should never go back out with that guy, I don't care if you go lesbian. My brother is a dick. You could find better things in you life. Oh and as for making laugh i have no idea what to tell you.
Britany, And Katie, you guys are next. I can't tell you what a friendship means. that is something you must both learn on your own. If you must I wish for you two to just realize, that when the going gets tough the tough stick together. these are troubled times, and we have no idea what will come tomorrow. We must keep our friends close, but our enemies closer.
I have enjoyed myself today, and will continue to do so. I however do not wish to see blodd of any sort spilt over a minor conflict. There is no need to break a friendship, over a lover. Katie you should try your best to become slightly less blocking of britany. I have no idea what is said between the two of you, but from whaqt i read, you two are not happy being friends. I tell this becuase you could make a grave mistake. Darn i already got a new message on myspace, so i have to go.
Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason