A day in the Life of A poster boy...

Yes everyone dreams that one day they will ge tto stand in front of a green screen as the photographer tells them to pose this way and that, bu tI would never want that. I am single as most of my readers know, and you also know that I am very unhappy being single. There comes a time in everyone's life that they are offered a chance to get away, and then you rely on your peers to give you the right advice, and then you still don't know what to do so you consult your counselors, and fellow teachers. you ultimately decide to stay put for another year, and hope things go better for you, and then that year goes by and you feel like that you have just stuck a knife in your own back.

Well my friends I have reached that very point in my life. I feel like I have lost my mind, and that there is no turning back. I can not even see a possible road back to happiness. Everytime someone attempts to get close to me i figure out a new way to become a self-centered asshole, and the only people i get close to are the ones I would not miss a meal to have even the slightest chance of a date with, and then there are the girls that i want to get close to, but they drive me away. Most people would look at all my issues I have with finding my poster girl, and tell me to go gay. Well that is not going to happen. I have accomplished a plethora of things, and any guy or girl has every right to be jealous and even envious. I do not ask for pietti for the whole situation, i do ask for understanding, and will not settle for anything less.

Most of you know that I have been under going the moral struggle of underage engagements, and through this whole pathetic, immature arguement i have not once wavered in my opinions. I believe that a 17 year old should not be engaged, havung sexual relations, or even the slightest bit of in intament relations with a 14 year old. Any parent who could knowingly allow this to go on is an abomination to society, and should never have had kids. There are some things that you must force your children to conform to in society.

We always say that we would rather our relationships to be this way or that, and be greatful that we have a relationship with this person. This position is completely wrong, and proves that once again people in our generation have chosen to settle rather than risk it to get the bisciut. I say that we should never settle, and settling will only produce a mild sense of contentment, and the hunger that is deep down is never fulfilled. We, as youth, should do anyything we can to take action, and make our world a better place.

We have all these clubs in school talking about savign the rainforest, and correcting our parent's generation's mistakes. Well my question is simply how can we correct another generation, if we are busy screwing up our own? Why are we critizing our parents for getting married at such a young age, and run off the next day get engaged and say whoops mom I'm pregnant? Will the world end in 2012? I don't think so... We have alot of things that need fixin' before this world can end. Religions vary between countries, and those who believe in the same founding principles cannot even agree on one simple concept. Science was once a major part of religion, and then some up tight ass hole comes along, and decides that science is trying to prove religion never happened. humans have this odd quality about them. They are curious creatures, and they are very quick to critize someone elses work. Why do we not convert to solar power? because all of those damn liberals in congress are to worried about who's gonna write their campaign check, and not actually do what they promised in the elections. America has become the monster, that we have so feverently tried to rid the world of. We are an infestation, and should not be allowed to breathe another breath. So take the time to smell the roses,a nd instead of bitching just shut up and take action. There is no sense in being this giant dog with all bark and no bite.

Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

omg

How I wish that some people could just understand that when someone doesn't love you anymore you just move on. I wish that Cody could understand that he has gabby, and I got Tyla and he should leave it at that. And I am going to date her regardless of what ppl say. You shouldn't care what other ppl say. Most likely the ppl that are talking about your life, don't have one themselves... SO the moral for today is keep your nose in your own business. Lifes too short to worry about someone elses. Remember big things happen when your worried about the little things.
Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

How i honestly feel.

By some i feel used, threatened, and abused. I am tired of it. Manna needs to get off her high horse and stop being a bitch to everybody about everything. She isn't perfect. MY heart is telling me i need to tell tyla how i feel and get around ALL THIS I heart you bull shit. My head is saying don't never or at least not yet. I am scared shitless of the final outcome, I always am. They say the only thing we have to fear is fear itself. Well I don't know how i feel about that. It is behind me the whole telling her i have those kind of feelings, but I am chicken shit to tell her that i love her. I want so see her b4 she goes, but this weekend is the only weekend left i have with my mom b4 she goes. she is going to go see chandler saturday he is her nest friend, but where do i come into this category? Somebody freaking help me. I am totaly depressed on this matter. Her parents say that she can't come bc she already promised chandler. Oh well I will just have to see what i have to do. Crap i suck. Someone help me. I am scared that somehow i am going to screw up the marching band show, and everyone will hate me. I am scared of what people are going to say when they see my hair when i go to school. I am not doing what i am doing to it until after band camp. Ha ha ha help
Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

Levi Johnston: Palin resigned to cash in on fame

ANCHORAGE, Alaska – A spokeswoman for Gov. Sarah Palin is scoffing at comments by Bristol Palin's former fiance, who says he thinks Palin resigned to cash in on her fame.
"It is interesting to learn Levi is working on a piece of fiction while honing his acting skills," Palin family spokeswoman Meghan Stapleton said in an e-mail to The Associated Press.
Levi Johnston, 19, whose wedding to Bristol Palin was called off earlier this year, said Thursday he lived with the Palin family from early December to the second week in January. He claimed he heard the governor several times say how nice it would be to take advantage of the lucrative deals that were being offered, including a reality show and a book.
"She had talked about how nice it would be to take some of this money people had been offering us and you know just run with it, say 'forget everything else,'" he said.
He said he thinks book deals were really what appealed to Palin.
"I think the big deal was the book. That was millions of dollars," said Johnston, who has had a strained relationship with the family but now says things have improved.
Compensation details of Palin's book projects haven't been disclosed. The former GOP vice presidential candidate has said she is facing more than $500,000 in legal fees.
Johnston made his comments at a news conference Thursday at the office of his attorney, Rex Butler.
Johnston came forward, Butler said, because Alaskans want to know why Palin has decided to resign, effective the end of the month.
Johnston is pursuing his own book deal and movie deal while working as a carpenter.
Asked if he would vote for her if she ran for president, Johnston said: "I think she's a great lady, but after seeing what she did now, you know, leaving Alaska, I would have to say, 'no.' Obviously she's stressed out as governor. I mean moving up to the vice president or president is huge. I just don't think anymore that she's cut out for the job."

So this guy got his engagement broke off, and then he goes around insulting people? GOd this guy needs to crawl in a fucking whole. Sarah Palin will make a great president, so this democratic asshole needs to shut the hell up.


Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

WHy do I always get the shity end of the stick?

My phone got thrown into a pool with me by my fagget brother. I then got my old phone. The battery sucks, and the person who threw me into the pool got his old phone back with a newer battery which totaly pisses me off. Its not my fault tht i got thrown into a pool. The mother fucker who threw me in needs to replace my phone I don't care how much it fucking costs. he needs to get off the god damned nipple and replace my phone. The shit head. Why do i have to constantly stay in a tangle of emotions? Is it my fault that i am a mistake, and should have never been born in the first place? IF you have an answer to why my life is shitty please feel free to answer. on the bright side TYLA will be coming back b4 christmas.
Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

bye bye nerves

My stepdad is an asshole. he has been and always will be. He has got to have everything his way or the highway well, pardon the french but fuck him. no one is perfect and he needs to grow a set and deal with it. I hate it most when he compares me to other people. I am me. there is rom for impovement but not the way he wants me to improve. I don't care what he thinks i am not gonna be when i grow up. he is a pain in the ass. Will he just go the fuck away?
Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

Thats what i am going to do

Okay I am posting for today. As i thought of what i should post about. It suddenly came clear to me, that some of my friends, or some aquaintances, are in need of tons of advice.
Well to Lindsey and her situation. I must say that you should never go back out with that guy, I don't care if you go lesbian. My brother is a dick. You could find better things in you life. Oh and as for making laugh i have no idea what to tell you.
Britany, And Katie, you guys are next. I can't tell you what a friendship means. that is something you must both learn on your own. If you must I wish for you two to just realize, that when the going gets tough the tough stick together. these are troubled times, and we have no idea what will come tomorrow. We must keep our friends close, but our enemies closer.
I have enjoyed myself today, and will continue to do so. I however do not wish to see blodd of any sort spilt over a minor conflict. There is no need to break a friendship, over a lover. Katie you should try your best to become slightly less blocking of britany. I have no idea what is said between the two of you, but from whaqt i read, you two are not happy being friends. I tell this becuase you could make a grave mistake. Darn i already got a new message on myspace, so i have to go.
Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

If you can't be with the one you love will you be with the one who loves you?

If you can't be with the one you love will you be with the one who loves you? I guess you could. I personal do not think that if you love someone you would be partiuarly happy with the one who loves you. So this statement is a little more difficult for me to explain. I can think of no examples in history, besides Romeo & Juliet. But they were even together for a little while. Matter of fact lets look at that. Romeo began the play in lust, which to me is a form of love, with a Nun. Well after realizing You can't get none from a Nun ROmeo is forced not to be with the one he loves. He finds Juliet, whom he is really horny for. She is in love with him. but she can not be with him, for she is to be married to that Charlse guy. I guess this means that you could be with the one who loves you with out being with the one you love.
Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

What we can do about love

No matter how much we love someone is there ever reall a way to tell wether or not they love us back? To me the answer is no. We can hope and Pray that they do but there is no guarantee that they love us. We can hear them say it all day long.. We can claim that they love us. We can Claim we will never leave we can do anything and say anything... but we will never be able to tell that we love someone. Everyone loves differently... for instance becuase i can Mikey only loves Gabby for her body and she will never realize this becuase she is just that stupid. And she already gave it up but that is her. I am the kind of guy that doesnt like to break hearts so sex comes when we are both ready it doesnt matter what other people say.. You should be able to love someone before pleasures of the flesh
May God take us into his kingdom one day at a time...

growing up

growing up is painful. We find ourselves in a twist of emotional storms that carry us into a state of unrest. Many people who have done some growing up will tell you that it is rather painful. Some people refuse to grow up while others of us have no choice to do it.
"in my stars I am above thee, but be not afraid of greatness. some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness; thrust upon them" William Shakespear
The next thing i have on my mind is fearing what we are going to do while growing up. one of our great presidents provides me with a quote here.
The only thing we have to fear is fear itself. Franklin D. Roosevelt
We are growing up. It seems that everyday that passes something looms around the horizon ready to knock us down. this is when we must find the courage and be completely stead fast in our beliefs as humans, and as earthly beings.
it is up to the young of today to carry the old into tomorrow. dont be afraid to grow up do it, use all the guidance and strength you can muster from those around you. Steadfast, and may god carry us all into his kingdom one day at a time.