Carry On My Wayward Son

This is not about song lyrics. This is going to be my piece of inspiration or all of us who want to look back, but when we do we loose ourself. I just want to get the glimpse beyond this illlusion. I hear voices, but they tell me to carry on. Maybe its just the song i am listenig to?
Back to this though. I look at pictures and cry. I fly through time just in time to see what passes by... Don't we all? Everyone says it will be okay, and i know it will be, but whereis relief? its no where close... They say that these are the best years of my life... well so far i want to go jump off a bridge. I am not gonna say that life sucks, because i do not believe that it does. Life is beautiful. I absolutely love it at times, and hate it at others. We have drama in our lives, and we try our best to deal with it.
I am so caught up in pretending i just need to find a happy ending. I kinda need one. Time is of the essence, i do not want to use any quotes here, or any quotes that i knowexist, i think it would be best if i just say what i feel. There that is the proble, I don't know what to feel. i have been such an ass whole to everybody else that i forget what is really important. how i feel about what i did...
Right now i just want to shove a foot in my on ass. God i wish that there was a way to end it all right now without making anybody miserable. I couldnt become a hermit... TO many people always depend on me for something... I believe that a life worth living is a life lived for others. I have no idea how i am going to end up in this life, but Iwill end up, nd be happy... I dont care what i have to push myself through... I will relect not upon sorrow or rgrets, but upon what i can do about that. I will reflect with Bliss and courage and may i say this in closing. We are today what we were not yesterday. Tomorrow we will not be what we were yesterday. We will improve or face the consequences. I leave you with these thoughts for now.
Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

the song i sing when no one is around

This is a song that nobody knowsI couldn't begin to describe how it goesBut it makes me cry or laugh right out loudIt's a song that I sing when there's no one aroundThis is the man that nobody seesHe wears my old clothes and he looks just like meJust one of the boys who gets lost in the crowdHe's the man that I am when there's no one aroundIt's four in the morningIm lyin' in bedA tape of my failuresPlayin' inside my headIt's heartaches and hard knocksAnd things I don't knowI listen and I wonderWhere will it goThis is a glimpse of the child that's withinHe's so immature but he's still my best friendIf he could learn how to fly he'd never touch downHe's the kid that I am when there's no one aroundThis is the dance I do every dayI let my feet go and get carried awayI let my soul lead and follow the soundIt's the dance that I do when there's no one aroundIt's four in the morningIm lyin' in bedA tape of my failuresPlayin' inside my headIt's heartaches and hard knocksAnd things I don't knowI listen and I wonderWhere will it goThis is a song that nobody knowsI still can't begin to describe how it goesBut it makes me cry or laugh right out loudIt's a song that I sing when there's no one aroundIt's a song that I sing when there's no one around

Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

My Sacrifice

Hello my friend, we meet againIt's been awhile, where should we begin?Feels like foreverWithin my heart are memoriesOf perfect love that you gave to meOh, I remember When you are with me, I'm freeI'm careless, I believeAbove all the others we'll flyThis brings tears to my eyesMy sacrificeWe've seen our share of ups and downsOh how quickly life can turn aroundIn an instantIt feels so good to reuniteWithin yourself and within your mind Let's find peace thereWhen you are with me, I'm freeI'm careless, I believeAbove all the others we'll flyThis brings tears to my eyesMy sacrificeI just want to say hello againI just want to say hello againWhen you are with me I'm freeI'm careless, I believeAbove all the others we'll flyThis brings tears to my eyesCause when you are with me I am freeI'm careless, I believeAbove all the others we'll flyThis brings tears to my eyesMy sacrifice, My sacrificeI just want to say hello againI just want to say hello againMy sacrifice.

Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

Why is the heart the most important organ, if it is so easily broken.

The heart is the center for life in a physical aspect. it pumps blood through out the body, and allows us to easlier maintain homeostasis, also known as life. It is a delicate organ also. In a more emotional point of view the heart is viewed as the processing plant for all of our love affairs. It is a dangerous thing to mess with. It can easily be fooled, and can not always lead us to the logical conclusion. most christian religions require

us to take ou god into our hearts, but in a surreal aspect, we just bring him into our minds, hence the pastor saying "believe" or "know" that christ is oursavior. the heart doesnt believe, know, or trust. Itsimply exists, and somehow leads us into love, lust, and allows us to live. Anoter thing is that we o easily allow people into our hearts becuase our brain just has to know that this person will supposedly love you forever, well in actual reality there is only one way to know if you will love someone forever. It is time. Time is of the essence. Do not believe this with one inch of you brain matter. Love can shatter your hurt.

“Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly think about us in return.” UNKNOWN

i end with saying that love is a precious gift sent from above, does it matter who is up there? people of all religion dream of leaving this earth, but the only choice that can seem to be complete is that you are going up or down. seeing how I have began straying from topic i end with two more quotes.

“When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.” Unknown

"It is strange how often a heart must be broken before the years can make it wise” Sarah Teasedell

I end with my favorute quote, though i can not remember who said it i will leave an author out

"It is better to have loved, and lost; then to never had loved up at all."

Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

Friday In a Nut Shell 5-29-09

Hi everybody! today was AWESOME as some of you know today is mine & TYlA's 1MONTH Anniversary..Yay us while i am on that subject it sucks that she is going to be gone for two months but hey life goes on! but anyways Patrick got a sun tan today.
I sold poppies for the American Legion Auxiliary Post 164 at the Heritage bank. Megan Blew he horn at me today and i about flipped out my chair... lol! Anyways Pembroke Pizza is so good. I think everyone should eat there. I have to dress up June 11 for a luncheon at the community center for a Unsung Teen Hero award from the American legion.
Anyways i am really tired i should stop staying up so late.

if i do not go to nahunta this weekend then I will be at Andy's Market come see me... Anyways Luvs ya...

Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

Looking For Love in all the wrong Places

We are all stressed with trying to find that one person who completes us. Its not that we will never find our other half. It is just that it is harder for some of us to find our soul mate. DO not get down on love. Or love will get down on you. Do not rush love look for love in everyplace. This includes getting out of your comfort zone. You maybe looking for love in all the wrong places. Do not try to plan your destiny it will bite you in the ass.
Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

Well Sir Patrick you have done it again

Well love, and other people who have fallen into the great abyss that reminds me i started writing a piece called the edge of the great abyss. Oh well that is a piece of the past since i lost my hard drive... here is the deal with this one i am ranting and raving and just going to talkpointlessly until i get finished.

I absolutely hate it when people assume... ASSUME take the ASS out of U&Me.. pardon the french for my language... Rude son of a bitches that they are... LOL any ways so i am just cruising down the highway when some asshole comes flying out of the middle of nowhere and flips me the bird. oh well i say to myself. When i got home I kinda figured out who it was and now i should go beat him down... Where is that gun?

Anyways... I get kinda hungry during the summer.. I know its boredom... so I try not to eat maybe some of you should do the same. Oh well. i am doing my best to get followers its up to you people to finish it... tell everyone about the crazy kid rom Small town GA USA i am kind of a trip... I do not plan on going to bed anytime soon i dont want to leave you people in despair... anyways... I am bored now so later....

Truly yours,
Sir Patrick Ryan Eason

What we can do about love

No matter how much we love someone is there ever reall a way to tell wether or not they love us back? To me the answer is no. We can hope and Pray that they do but there is no guarantee that they love us. We can hear them say it all day long.. We can claim that they love us. We can Claim we will never leave we can do anything and say anything... but we will never be able to tell that we love someone. Everyone loves differently... for instance becuase i can Mikey only loves Gabby for her body and she will never realize this becuase she is just that stupid. And she already gave it up but that is her. I am the kind of guy that doesnt like to break hearts so sex comes when we are both ready it doesnt matter what other people say.. You should be able to love someone before pleasures of the flesh
May God take us into his kingdom one day at a time...

growing up

growing up is painful. We find ourselves in a twist of emotional storms that carry us into a state of unrest. Many people who have done some growing up will tell you that it is rather painful. Some people refuse to grow up while others of us have no choice to do it.
"in my stars I am above thee, but be not afraid of greatness. some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness; thrust upon them" William Shakespear
The next thing i have on my mind is fearing what we are going to do while growing up. one of our great presidents provides me with a quote here.
The only thing we have to fear is fear itself. Franklin D. Roosevelt
We are growing up. It seems that everyday that passes something looms around the horizon ready to knock us down. this is when we must find the courage and be completely stead fast in our beliefs as humans, and as earthly beings.
it is up to the young of today to carry the old into tomorrow. dont be afraid to grow up do it, use all the guidance and strength you can muster from those around you. Steadfast, and may god carry us all into his kingdom one day at a time.

Pissing People off

I love to piss you off. It doesnt matter who it is. If you consider yourself a creature with human characteristics i will glady piss you off. now if you do not mind i am going to blog later.

Memorial Day

May 25Th of this year we celebrated our fallen heroes. That is what Memorial day is all about. Pembroke puts up flags for fallen comrades since world War I. if you know a fallen hero from North Bryan County contact the American Legion Post 164 and they will dedicate a flag for $80.00. Memorial Day was first celebrated on May 30 because flowers were in bloom all across the country.

Now that you can tell my blog will vary depending on the mood I am in. i just so happened to be bored when writing this.

The Beginning

This is Britany. I am Patrick's freakin awesome friend who is making his blog for him. You don't have to read this post. It is solely so I can see what I need to do to make this blog look like Patrick wants it to. Look for posts from Patrick soon.


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